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you know what sucks? i’ve said it time and time again. but it sucks…
everything i want, is you. it sucks. going places seeing stadiums, just traveling all over- finally exploring. i don’t know, i know i’m rambling. it fucking sucks. and damn it, i try and just not think about it. and sometimes i do. but i always get reminded. sometimes i do a really good job. it always comes back though. and i dont have anyone to talk about it w because i feel so stupid when i do. i just dont want to talk about it with anyone now. i want to, but i dont, i just feel like i cant. i dunno. it sucks. i dont realy care about not talking about it. i just want you. its the only thing in my life that i actually know what i want.
